Happy New Year

Okay first I want to say Happy New Years to everyone. So glad that I made it through another year and I'm hoping for many more. First of all I want to aknowledge the many people that made this year special:

♥ Shawnte- My bestest friend in the whole wide world. I love you more than anything Te and you know it. You've helped me alot this year and I'm glad we're as close as we are.

♥ Alysha- My other best friend that I love. You've been there for me whenever I needed ever since we've met. Love you much!

♥ FJ7- This is for Carmen, Ashley, Brit, Dontae, Rian, Tini. I love you guys and you won't hear me say this often. LOL I love our secret plans and the way I'm always the one getting picked on. M&M. Side eyes. Pulling Jermaines and Randys. Harrassing JJ on twitter. Good Times. Hopefully many good times to come! <33

♥ Kenya- We had too many good times to count and just as many bad times. You were my bestfriend but I guess we grew apart. I still love you and always will. You taught me alot of things and helped me through my life and I thank you for that. <3

So now as I sit here completely sober while all my friends and family are out partying and having a good time I can't help but think back to everything that happened this year. Losing one of my favorite entertainers Michael Jackson as well as others. Much unneccessary drama within my family. Dealing with my own personal issues that I'm still struggling with. Losing some of the best friends I ever had. 2009 has not been the best year at all however I'm hoping 2010 will be much better. So here's to leaving the past in the past and looking to the future. :)